As of January 2014- I am starting over. The trials and the joys will probably mirror some of what I wrote previously but I think that I needed just a new season to start in. I deleted all my previous blog posts and I believe that in my heart of hearts, it was for the best.
I am going to change the look and feel of this blog so that I don't even remember or even cringe at the site of it with any type of memory of the things that I once wrote. I can say that previously in my rants here I was…
Mad
Angry
Upset
Disillusioned
Ungrateful
Prideful
Sinful and most of all
Mad
I am over all the past now. I have had some cool things come into my life that have put many things in perspective and I think that I am ready to make due with the life that God intended for me to have. I am ready to stop living in a shadow of who I really am and people pleasing all the time. I am ready to be who I am supposed to be, not who everyone wants me to be. A mom, sister, a friend, I certainly am but deep down there is so much more and I have been stuffing away (literally) so many great opportunities and creative ideas for way to long just to not "rock the boat" with judgement and opinions that I really could do without.
I am excited for the journey that I am on and I am looking forward to all the things in my life that are going forward. So first…
Thank you God for all the wonderful blessings you have given me this Thanksgiving. My husband, my kids, my in laws and most of all YOU!. Thank you for providing for all the mini adventures the past few days, the little gifts of love, delicious food and a huge thank you for giving my husband a few days off to spend time with us. Sorry for any whining I have been a part of and I only hope to shine a little brighter this next year.
KISSING 2013 GOOD BYE!
Love, your daughter,
Chanda
